bye you you're too young. yap my brother always said like that to me.
I'm too young for desperated cause a boy.
too young to be serious in a relationship.
but when you fall in love, you never hear all the opinion.
never. you will say " I know him. He's the best. "
Oh Gosh. it's bullshit.
I always said, " he's good " or "he's kind" or
" I love him just the way he is "
am I blind? am I fool? yap I know. falling in love is sucks.
you never believe what I wrote until you get the pain.

for one year I loved him. I was loving him for sure.
for anything! I really love him. but...................... AAAAAAAA
we passed anything happened. It's hurt. we're still ok.
last new year, he gave me a surprise. he came and we had a
great new year night. but it makes me.....sad..............

Actually I don't hate him. I just feel dissapointed.
Yes maybe you feel too. but I don't know. I really unbelieveable
okey, it's past. It makes me strong.
It makes me believe that my friends cares to me.
It makes me believe that don't be a girl when you're
with a boy. but please be a woman.
It makes me believe. don't let the boy who loves you down for
the boy who you like.
It makes me believe when you start a wrong relationship,
it will be wrong for anything.
It makes me believe he's not good for me.

It's ok. It makes us learn how to be a mature persons.
And actually I'm still waiting for your message or phone
or anything that you'll say sorry. It makes me down baby when
you never know your fault.
You wrote anything in your pm msn. lets see who's the best.
you or me. lets see who's the bullshitman.
Thanks for anything. Sorry if you get hurt.
Be mature, please!
bye you :')

bye,
k

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