GLAMOUR, VERACITY, LUXURY
17!!! wohoooo
finally................. I'm seventeen. am I old?
this is my year. I wish I can get everything that I must
get that. I can get everything what I want.
I can make my parents proud of me.
I can make my dreams comes true.... Amin.
16th,what a wonderful year... why?
crazy! I left the boy who loved me. stupid! bodoh!
fi*ri. sorry for that. I never mean to hurted you.
never! I'm sorry. you never know about that moment.
I should did that. I never want to.
I love you! until now!
17th..... I wish everything be better than last.
last year I wish it with him. now I wish it with my friends.
God, thanks for them.
Aubrey, Ibeth, Odi, Nissa, Icha, Syifa, Tia, Nafie. thanks God.
Alhamdulillah :D
mom, I love you mom more than everything.....
thanks for make my seventeenth great!! just because of you.
bye,
k
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short holiday
hi hi hi...................... what are you doing there?
how was your day?
me? it's so bad! bad!. why? I don't know why.
I cried. mommy asked me why but I can't answer. I don't
know for sure. when I was thinking about my birthday I cried.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
so 2 days in Bandung being sucks :(
I'm so childish. yes I know. ya ya ya forget it.
that's enough.... by the way, 2 days ago I went to dufan wohooooo!
finally...... 2 weeks we made a plans for this short holiday.
1st choice is make us fat... ha! yap go to one restaurant all you can eat.
all you can eat!..... fortunately we've another plan haha
we can screammmmmmm and forget anything about our problem.
its fun! so fun! too much fun! haha really enjoyed it.
thank you so much Syifa, Tia, Nafie :* kiss kiss
about the boy. I try to moving on. I'm smiling yes but you know
inside I'm dying! ha!
It's easy to say move on. but I can't. I can but it's hard.
blablablaaaah. bye!
bye all. God bless!
bye,
k
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bye you
you're too young. yap my brother always said like that to me.
I'm too young for desperated cause a boy.
too young to be serious in a relationship.but when you fall in love, you never hear all the opinion.
never. you will say " I know him. He's the best. "
Oh Gosh. it's bullshit.
I always said, " he's good " or "he's kind" or
" I love him just the way he is "
am I blind? am I fool? yap I know. falling in love is sucks.
you never believe what I wrote until you get the pain.
for one year I loved him. I was loving him for sure.for anything! I really love him. but...................... AAAAAAAA
we passed anything happened. It's hurt. we're still ok.
last new year, he gave me a surprise. he came and we had a
great new year night. but it makes me.....sad..............
Actually I don't hate him. I just feel dissapointed.Yes maybe you feel too. but I don't know. I really unbelieveable
okey, it's past. It makes me strong.
It makes me believe that my friends cares to me.
It makes me believe that don't be a girl when you're
with a boy. but please be a woman.
It makes me believe. don't let the boy who loves you down for
the boy who you like. It makes me believe when you start a wrong relationship,
it will be wrong for anything.It makes me believe he's not good for me.
It's ok. It makes us learn how to be a mature persons.
And actually I'm still waiting for your message or phone
or anything that you'll say sorry. It makes me down baby when
you never know your fault.
You wrote anything in your pm msn. lets see who's the best.
you or me. lets see who's the bullshitman.
Thanks for anything. Sorry if you get hurt.
Be mature, please!bye you :')
bye,
k
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tomorrow! wht? new year eve!
hai hai.....okey okey I know you feel mad with me u_u no time for me to open my blog. I miss you so much cup cup.and today is the last day in this year. yes yes!! tomorrow is new year eve.tomorrow is 2011. tomorrow is new year!too many stories in this year. all of the sucksstories.when popo and pipi is a gold story. OHGOD. it's amazing.he was my everything. he was mine. he was emeziiiiingg haha he was a good boy for my parent. but, after all of that I know. I hate him so much. I hate all of his lies. he said he really love me. but all of the boy said like that too.
so should I trust him after I know all of his lies?
I don't know. I can't. I can't.....
be mature, boy! say the truth!
and you must know boy, please say thanks for all my sacrifice.
you never feel that I've doing anything.
when you start a wrong relation, be carefull it will be a suck relationship.
everything will be alright in the time. don't let it flow,
control your life. choose the best. you're the captain.
#2011wish
I get the best for anything.
He get the best too. we can be friends.
Make my parent proud of me.
Be anything what I want to.
Anything is good... be mature. be clever.
bye, p. bye........ ') control your life.
bye,
k
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stressworld
Hiiiii world :)
I'm stress by the way.
bye,
k
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more than sry
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry.
by the way I love 30....
bye,
k
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HF
happy fasting everybodeeeh!!!!!
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